HEY! Show a little compassion for yourself...you deserve a break.

Recently found your blog. My heart goes out to you, you seem just so unhappy. Please keep up with the counseling and are you on meds for depression? The new anti-depressants saved my life. I had twins with a 2 and 3 yr. old so, I know how tired you get. I asked my mother once if I would ever wake up and not be tired. Believe me, one day you will but, it will be awhile. At least, I wasn't living in a "foreign country!" Hang in there, and this too, shall pass.

I have been reading your blog for about one year and a half. You are a great story teller and make me laugh with your wonderful writing. The trip that your entire family took over a year ago and it involved riding a bus, and all the things you had to take and your mother in law went...that has by far been my favorite! But I hope you get to feeling better. You deserve it!